Stanley Teo;

2009-09-22T18:49:00.000+08:00

reflecting on my prelims , i can't help but feel entirely useless.
I can't get that score that i wanted .
I can't do my teachers my proud .
I can't do myself proud .
Boy am i useless.

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2009-09-21T00:45:00.003+08:00

Yes , it's been a while.
i've been wasting my time away these past few days watching dragonball and playing facebook.
yes i know , i don't have a life .
Sometimes i find my life nugatory man . Seriously .
Study,gym, eat , sleep .
It's mundane i know , but we all have to go through it.

*direct translation*
man not bad , girl don't like.
Now , ain't this a illustrious saying we all heard before.
and don't we all know how true is that.

2009-09-16T22:39:00.001+08:00

Ok fine , maths was screwed.
_l_ to sets and its 'teachings'.
tmr is physics and geog . damn bloody fked up as well.
tmr i'm going down to study with yao man .
Oh well , flu sucks as well . :/

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2009-09-14T21:00:00.003+08:00

S is for stanley. which is the super noob people i ever met.
T is for the toot, saying that he is a toot that rhymes with noob
A is for All rounded noob.
N is for NOOB, who is stanley
L is asking us to LOOK at the NOOB, which is duh, stanley.
E is for effing noob.
Y is for YOOHOO! STANLEY THE NOOB IS HERE.

wah mandy u best lahs .

Edited.
M is the mandy the moogly monster where hair grows at the places where light does not reach.
A is the asshole which mandy apparently has .
N is shows that mandy is even more noob than stanley though she denies it all the time . Self denial took its toll on her.
D is for doggy ! Mandy's dream occupation .
Y is YESHA ! UFOOOOO ~ cause stanley rocks.

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2009-09-06T17:29:00.003+08:00

We don't need a room nor special treatment from the teachers to show that we are
more capable , more efficient , more united and better then you are .
Cause we are too damn good .

In your face _____ . We're the best in this school and you know it.

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2009-08-09T10:55:00.003+08:00

i was just blog hopping for about the past five minutes , and i came upon this blog of a certain kranjian . Name and any other personal details will not be disclosed.
And apparently this person hates kranji . _l_

Well let me tell you something . If you say kranji sucks one more time , i swear i'm gonna give you one heck of a scolding .
as i said before wether you want something to be good or bad is your decision , not others . You are in control of your own fucking life .
you are the person that thinks kranji sucks , is your god damn perspective , not reality . Kranji is a great school . ask any of the sec fours and they'll think that way .
I know i never regretted coming to kranji , i choose to make my life and time in kranji meaningful . not just complain every single thing about it . Since you think kranji sucks , might as well transfer right . i don't really reckon any one of us here will mourn about your departure .

if you want things to be good , your friends to like you , or have a good time in kranji , why don't you use your own god damn power to change things instead of blaming everything on kranji .
seriously , i look down on people who despises kranji . You people disgust me . Revolting imbeciles .

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2009-08-04T08:38:00.002+08:00

HEY I'M THE THE COM LAB NOW.
weeeeeee.

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2009-07-23T18:17:00.002+08:00

WOOOOO!
stayed at home and slacked today. feels good to sleep and rot man.
Chiong geog today. left food only. _l_
i freaking hate food man. And bio sucks too.
Speaking abt that, reminded me about the parent teacher meeting i have tmr.
Sucks. despite my bad results i got like 113 in the level or something like that. :/

Played soccer just now. God damn it, i still can't get my dipping shot right.
Fked up.
Oh well, social studies awaits me now. :D

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2009-07-16T21:51:00.002+08:00

Oh damn, I'm going to CJC tomorrow.
I wonder if i'll get to see any _____.
If you know what i mean. :D

I'm tired.

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2009-07-14T23:02:00.003+08:00

It's funny, that us as human beings can achieve great things & some achieve nothing. I realised the importance of that today. Everyday i take a walk around the school and everyone is studying so hard. But yet, look at me, a useless guy just lamenting his time away.

I look at my results and compare it with others. Shame is all i feel.
I feel real pathetic right now you know.
That's why i decided. I'm gonna work hard man. This time, no shit ass stuff is gonna stop me from getting those A's man.
I don't mean to make this sound like a insult or anything but, Edmund yong ruay, kheng hian and all the other people out there, i'm gonna beat you guys.

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2009-07-13T18:45:00.001+08:00

I decided to blog whenever i had the free time.
Even if it's during O's.
My old back injury is back again. :/
Hurts like hell. Lmao.

i really gotta buck up for maths, can't let mr teo down man.
Focus. If they can do it, why can't you?

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2009-07-12T23:34:00.004+08:00

This is how i look like today,
Avoiding confrontation
Lacks tact in a situation
behind every line is a lesson yet to learn.

But if you ask me
the feeling that i'm feeling is overwhelming.
Well she can't see she's making me crazy now
i don't believe she knows she's amazing.

I don't know how she makes me hold my breathe which each message.
And well,
The moral of the story is boy loves girl.

i know that i should be brave
But stupidity is just another aspect.

I know that i cannot wait,
till the day we finally learn how to find each other,
see each other brushing against one another.
I know i'm deferring the facts, 5278463.

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2009-07-08T22:24:00.000+08:00

A maths is so screwed. And so is bio. D:

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2009-05-14T22:05:00.002+08:00

Do you know how it feels like,
to have trained for something for so long.
you put your sweat, your body your studies on the line,
just to do your school proud for just one last time.
Do you know how it feels like to have your dream taken away from you,
and you can't do anything about it but to see it just fly away.

I really wanted, to play frisbee with you guys for this one last time. A moment where we would all hold the champion cup, standing at the first place saying 'We did this for kranji'.
Yet, you took the dream away from us.
Why kranji, Why.

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2009-05-10T15:52:00.001+08:00

I was looking at jeremy's blog and i just realised something.
Why the hell does icefrog has a whole website to himself?!

BAND 4 AND 5 STUDIES FTW!

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2009-05-08T19:55:00.002+08:00

Yo. I updated.
I sprained my wrist during today's training.
30th may is coming and i really want to play.
It's the last time i'm going to represent kranji
& i'm doing it with a bang.
and there are weird people tagging at my blog...

In one accord, Kranji,

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2009-04-17T22:14:00.005+08:00

It's been ages since last blogged. so yes i'll start blogging now.

I'll start of with sports day.
Dear alba,
Though we didn't get first place in the overall championship. We did our fair best. Each and everyone us ran out hearts that day and none of us should be ashamed of our results.
We were so close, yet so far.
It's disappointing for me & i'm sure for you guys as well, but hey! we got first for cheering
I don't really have any pictures during sports day. No one took them or send any to me.
If anyone of u has any, PLEASE send them to me at stan_the_man1993@hotmail.com.
Very much appreciated yea? But don't worry, i'll come back and support you guys next year. And you can count on it. I want to see alba lift that trophy.
Going back to the topic. As the house captain, i'm proud of every single one of you runners. You guys really gave it your best. Thank you to the teachers, the cheerleaders, and especially the runners. This is one of the best alba squad ever, and i thank you for giving me these memories for my time in kranji.
But in any case. Congragulations to ibex!

However good things must have bad things attached to the end of it.
It's my last event as th ssc.
The memories i've got. The fun i've had. Everything ends here.
I'll update more on ssc next time. Cause deep down inside, i know it doesn't end here.

And to some certain asshole. If you couldn't lend me the shoes just tell me right. No need to reject my calls or all those crap. Just tell me straight to me lahs u fuck. dang it.

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It would be good if i could hear your voice saying my name.

2009-04-01T22:51:00.003+08:00

Yes i know it has been ages since i last updated. I had a terrible day yesterday.
Back Ached. Pain
Back Ached. Pain
Back Ached. Pain.
But yea, Thanks brandon, you're a real brother to have man.
I owe you one. You can count on it bro.

Today was the heats.
It went relatively well. got first place for my heats. 25.27s.
Ain't a that bad timing.
Tired as shit now.
I'll update more if i have the time.

Thanks weihong for the concern yea?
Really appreciate it man. Serious.
Bros.

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Maybe in time, you'll change your mind.

2009-03-23T23:31:00.002+08:00

yes today was the mass.
I ran like barely eight rounds. Tired as shit.
Slogged the whole night doing maths. Damn i need more practice.
Next wednesday is the heats for 100m,200m.
And Mandy, i'll show you i'm more pro than you. xD
Go alba!

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2009-03-22T09:21:00.003+08:00

TOTTENHAM HOTSPURS RULE.
TOTTENHAM HOTSPURS RULE.
TOTTENHAM HOTSPURS RULE.
TOTTENHAM HOTSPURS RULE.
TOTTENHAM HOTSPURS RULE.
TOTTENHAM HOTSPURS RULE.

I LOVE TOTTENHAM HOTSPURS. I LOVE TOTTENHAM HOTSPURS. I LOVE TOTTENHAM HOTSPURS.

Do you know why? Cause chelsea was owned by us. XP

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What's up baby? Would you be my lady?

2009-03-19T19:48:00.004+08:00

19 MARCH.
Hey yo, I had my bio spa today. Went easier then expected. I'm praying that i can actually score in this given my crappy bio results. Lols. The holidays are really boring. i really have nothing to do now other then gym eat sleep run swim and nothing more. :/ i've been swimming quite alot lately.And that pretty wraps up everything.

21 MARCH
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MANDY. *I'm still more pro than you*.
Yes ok happy birthday Mandy. Rofl. Went back to school today, and played a friendly. Turns out not alot of B boys went. Sports heats is on monday. Hopefully i can run. And guess what, It's raining with lighting streaking across the sky..... Perfect scenario to describe my life. My life stinks.

I tried to make you happy, but you left anyway.

2009-03-13T23:55:00.003+08:00

Playing now - Addicted.

Hey yo, i'm currently chionging my maths tuition hmk now. so much for last minutes gasps of survival. yes i accompanied yihan to haoteng's hse to play table tennis which i suck in. i still tried to 'hao lian' in front of yi han saying i could beat her but inevitably, she beat me. twice. lols.

today's prize giving was pure boredom. i slept for the 1st part. marilyn was asking me how to sleep in the freaking uncomfortable chair. i guess being a guy does has its benefits. (: I've been thinking about alot of stuff. what i want to do with my life,what i wanna be, what should i be doing now. yes as faridah told me before,it's nice know that there's some one out there that you love, love you back.
O well. :/

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It grew from a simple crush.

2009-03-12T22:41:00.003+08:00

Yes it's a thursday night and i'm bored to death. i'm stuck doing taxes as homework and a injured knee. apparently yihan asked me to go for some primary six class gathering which somehow i can't be bothered to go. but since she asked me i shall accompany her.

my fitness regime has took a toll for the worst. i can't gym due to by shoulder. damn badminton. lols. but badminton is still fun. rofl.

there's nth much to blog abt today. :/ life is boring. and i so need a new pair of shoes and soccer boots.
SAF SAF SAF SAF

Take the stand,
throw it all,
i'm all for you.

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Just waiting on an angel to take me out of my head

2009-03-11T23:10:00.002+08:00

Lols. I'm back to blogging. Maths is killing me. :/ and jastine told me that there's less then 10 weeks to chinese o levels. I don't know how much of that is true but i'm gonna trust her. (: I joined in for training. Finally realised how LOUSY i am. Made me realise how much harder i have to train if i want to get into SAF. i know it's a stupid dream. don't laugh at it. it's my dream and i decide want i want to do with it. :p

I'm gonna work really really hard for this dream of mine. I'm gonna train till i'm untouchable, the king of the court. lols! just wait and see. i'll get there.

saw her saw her saw her saw her saw her.. hoho!

When heaven sent you.

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He's got to love nobody. As nobody got to love him.

2009-03-08T11:26:00.005+08:00

Ytd was the annual road run. i found it pretty fun.hahahas. alot of games and stuff and i was having a pretty good time. Worst thing was i had to wake up damn early with my stupid sickness (something about the lungs) and i fell down and scraped my knee. :/ but the best part was we got to order anything we wanted from the canteen and not pay for it. LOLS. If only everyday was like this. it would be heaven.
Ps.I saw her. :p

I wish time could slow down, slow down and let me enjoy the remaining time i have with ssc. Dread to think what i would be now without the ssc. :/

Ok,i'm off to do my maths homework give to me by the 'cunning nipple showing dude' Lols. I so hate my inflamed lungs thingy.

The truth always sucks :/

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2009-03-04T19:55:00.003+08:00

Won't be blogging much today. :/
my headache is killing me.
Tomorrow still got damn SL. i feel exhausted. SERIOUSLY.
i'm gonna sleep. Lols.
What a lame post :/

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2009-03-03T21:32:00.003+08:00

Hello people. It has been damn bloody long since i posted anything. so i'll keep my blog alive by posting.

i had adam khoo's workshop last week. It was the coolest workshop that i've ever been to. There were alot of jokes about boys and girls. Your emotions and stuff. It was a hell lot of laughter but yet lots of boredom as well. :/ i learnt quite alot of useful study tips. like how to keep organised, how to make notes to one's preference as well. Pretty useful :D but sadly i haven't put them into use yet. i'm planning on starting soon, SO DON'T SAY I'M LAZY OK! lols.

But putting laughing matters aside, everytime i go somewhere i tend to learn new things about life. This course has taught me so many important things that so many times i fail to discover.
One day,20,30 years down the road we'll be all grown up with our own families and our own lives. But yet one day when we wake up, there will be no one nagging at us anymore. No one pestering us to bathe, no one pestering us to study. We won't have any parents at all. One day the people who are the most important to us but are always left unnoticed will leave us.
Just think about it for a second or two.
Think to yourself the emptiness that each and everyone of us will feel when one day we wake up and we don't see our parents.
Amin told us on the 2nd evening to think about the person we loved most in our lives.
It was not my mum, it was not my dad, it wasn't even a girl.
It was my grandpa.
When i was young, rain or shine he brought me to school picked me up from school.
When i lost my bottle in school and given the age he was in, he searched the whole school high and low for my water bottle.
Whenever i saw something to my liking i would just grab some money out of his pocket of his shirt and buy it. And not even once, have i ever told him how much i loved him. (i was only p1 so cut me some slack yea?)
Everytime i got scolded by my parents he was there to protect me and comfort me. Till this day i still wished for that chance to tell him how much i loved him.

But one thing the course has teached me is that to never regret your decision that u made in the past. As if you were to change any single decision in the past, would you be the same person you are now? Never dwell on changing the past but instead,focus on changing the future.

I never really thought about it this way. There are many more things that i've learnt of course from the course. ALOT of things. :D As every post goes by i'll say one meaningful quote that i've learnt. hahas.
I've learnt another thing important as well and that is our friends. There are so many friends out there you call 'brothers'. But think carefully, how many of these people are really your brothers? How many of these people you know would stick with you think and thin throughout your life, throughout every single phase of your life. The people who do that are what we really call your best friends. Treasure every single one of them. :D

On the 3rd day during the closing ceremony there was this long talk to the parents. halfway throughout the ceremony i really couldn't take it anymore and called my mum to come down. After the huge talk the guy told us that if we had anything to say to our parents, now is the time to say it. So nevertheless, i went up and talked lahs :D. i'm really glad that my mum made the effort to come down. Mum i love you. hhas. nothing much to say here.

So that pretty much sums up the adam khoo workshop. My juniors trust me, you may be laughing at us crying but when the time comes, you'll know what we're going through. :D

I'll update more tmr ( :

I'm never gonna let anyone take my dream away for me

I'll work my butt off for my dreams

I'm gonna show to everyone that i can do it.

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Trust

2009-02-23T00:28:00.003+08:00

Some people tend to be a tad bit more conservative at times.
There are people who like to gossip,
there are people who like to tend themselves.
There are definitely,of course people who tend to take criticism in different ways.

'Listen to what the others say and improve yourself accordingly'

I vividly remember someone telling me that.
You know everyone does has their flaws you know?
Maybe she is a spendthrift, or he is a damn show-off.
Or maybe he or she is a big mouth.

Everyone does has their flaws yes i admit, but what's important is to notice those flaws and improve on them.
That's what makes he or she stands out from the rest.
I promise you guys things will take a turn for the better.
The 'Stanley' you see now will be a thing of the past.
I'll take criticism constructively,
I'll focus on my bros,
I'll focus on my dreams,
I'll focus on my studies.
But bear with me now guys as i try to improve myself. I hope you understand.
I'll change for the better.

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2009-02-17T22:36:00.004+08:00

You know, i've been wondering to myself lately.

Solely the reason why we couldn't have a confirmed place to the second round is because of me.

I was too weak, i was inexperience. I let my team down.

To th graduating guys. I'm sorry. I let you guys down man.

If only I had been stronger,
If only I had been faster,

If only I had been better.

We would be sitting comfortably in the 2nd round right now.

I let you guys down. I'm sorry.

Common test has arrived and i'm still here blogging.

O well, Irony has been filling the whole world don't you think?

Chinese was crap today. Couldn't do the first part at all.

Compo and letter so-so~ Compre so-so~ also.

Bio was easier then i expected. Still hoping I can get an A2.

lols. Social studies suck big time. And so does maths.

Practically everything sucks right now.

I really appreciate those times when you walk home alone or you just sit down to yourself and just stone

It really helps you clears all the stuff in your mind and sort things out.

And i guess i sorted out mine today.

It's time for a change.

Everyone else and me knows that.

Now it's time for me to my stick to my guns, 'Bros before hoes, Dicks before chicks'

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2009-02-15T19:22:00.001+08:00

O god damn it.
I don't know what the fuck is wrong with my computer man.
i can't excess YOUTUBE.
OMG IT'S YOUTUBE.
WHAT IS LIFE WITHOUT YOUTUBE MAN. i think i'm going to go mad.
CURSE YOU LAPTOP! or starhub or whatever that stops me from going into youtube _l_.

If we get into the 2nd round i swear i won't look at girls anymore.

2009-02-09T22:41:00.002+08:00

Hey yo!
It was a wonderful day. The sun shining, the birds chirping, and people playing football~
Hahahas. We won tanglin sec today.
Nathan and the others. This is for you guys man.
But the worst thing is i got a YELLOW card.
Dang it. Wad luck. :/
O well, i injured my back and toe. How nice. _l_
LOLS. well i'm off to homeworking already.
I'll blog more the next time (:

2009-02-07T09:22:00.002+08:00

1.Who was the last person to tag you?
Well, it is the head prefect yihan xD

2.Your relationship with her?
What can i say, she's the best of friends. i've known her for damn long. She's my Long Time Friend

3.Your impressions of her?
Bubbly, calm, weird (in a good sense) more like unique.

4.The most memorable thing she has ever done for you?
She chased me from the canteen all the way to the court just because i brought food there.

5.The most memorable thing she has said to you?
That can't be said man. She will kill me for it. :X

6.If he/she becomes your lover, you will?
Oh god,oh god,oh god. It will be interesting to see what happens

7.If he/she becomes your lover, what will she have to improve on?
Firstly it would be her.... clothes! Not in a perverted sense.

8.If he/she becomes your enemy, what will you most likely do?
well if she really decides to hate me for life, all i can do i wish her all the best and take care.

9.If he/she dies what will you do?
Choy touch wood. But if she really does, i would be devasted for life. and i'll burn joss sticks for her everyday.

10.What is it you wanted to tell him/her?
You've been a wonderful partner in terms of being a leader. You're a astounding friend to have, but you just needa relax some time yea? Take some time off to relax, and everything will be much clearer to you (: i'm here for you buddy!

11.Your overall impression on her?
10/10

12.How do you think the people around you will feel?
about what?

13.Apparently there's no question to be answered here.

14.On the contrary the characters you hate yourself are...?
personally i have no idea what this is saying but i guess i hate myself for getting abit over defensive at times.

15.The most ideal person you want to be is...?
If i had to say i would say a awesome defender like john terry or something.

16.To the people who loves and care for you, say something back to them.
Thanks guys for all the love, Really appreciate it. You guys are the greatest also and i love you guys back.

17. Pass this on:
errr....yi han?

2009-02-01T13:13:00.005+08:00

It's finally here. The big day i've been waiting for.All the training i went through, the hours spent in the gym, on the field training my shots. It all comes down to tomorrow.Tournament starts tomorrow, and that sole adrenaline rush inside of me that is waiting to just burst out and show them what we've got.We have the skill, all we need is the determination.
I finally understood the desire nathan and co had when they were in the tournament.
This is our year,our time, our win.
Let's bring glory to Kranji.
We will win this.
We will win,
We will win,
WE WILL WIN.

Yesterday did nothing much. wen to visit my mum's friends house. And i met this ACS ib dude. wasn't as bad as i thought he would be. pretty nice fella. At night went to another mum's friend house. they were gambling all night while i rotted infront of the freaking tv. wish i could have joined Guan hui and the bro's at his house.

Thought about alot of things. Espically you. Now i'm saying it in a bad way. Wad exactly is your problem. I was just trying to cheer u up. So what if i'm a little over reactive and shit. I'm me and you're you. Now i'm saying this as a friend, I was just trying to show a little concern and if u couldn't be bothered to appreciate it by all means go ahead. If u want to continue hating me for who i am so be it.
I mean a word of 'sorry i didn't mean it.' would probably solve everything. O well. Sometimes i try to hard to appease you. If u really want to hate me FOREVER then all i can say is take care, wish u good luck in all the things u do, all the best and byebye. But yet i'm here saying that i still wanna be your friend. good friend maybe. Being me sucks i guess.

2008-12-25T12:45:00.033+08:00

It has been AGES since i last blogged about anything.
hahahas.
been too lazy and busy too blog about anything.
so now i'm gonna start on my damn long post. :D
i'm gonna start on my japan trip! :D

Day 1.

nth much on this day. just a shit load of travelling.

left house around 5+.

took the stupid 7 hr flight to some weird japanese place.

den transit to the domestic airport.

and took another 2 hr flight to hokkaido.

i swear it was damn bloody boring.

the movies were like crap. but at least the food was nice. :D

at night reached the hotel and slacked.

all the tv shows were in japanese.

damn.

Day 2.

go historical development. alot of snow. long long stretch. 2. fish thingy. 3rd. volcano sulphur. hotspring night

Day 3

1.cable car. to 3rd nisest night spot. 2.omni theatre. make seaweed. 3.night go see some stupid stronghold. at the park. 4. lake toyako 5.cable car go up damn cold mountain.

day 4

1.snow mobile 2.crab place. damn hard to eat one. 3.at night ramen street.

Day 5

1.lavender place. 2. go zoo. 3.snow museum

Day 6

1.white choco factory. 2.music box place. 3.japan shrine

Pictures (:

SEC TWO CLASS CHALET

1ST DAY
Well, my sec two class. couldn't really say i didn't enjoy it.
LOLS. had training in the morning, pretty good.
did drills and stuff.
after that i headed down to kallang with yaohong and the rest.
wondering why i ended up at kallang right? apparenly when i went to fico and play th other day this soccer institute invited us down to play with their team as part of their camp.
so we went down and played some FOOTBALL. 'ole-ed!' alot of people. hahas.
sometimes i find futsal much more attractive then field soccer. but o well, stick to ur guts in soccer man! after tt headed down to the chalet there.
somehow one way or another i still can't remember the names of the chalet. hahas.
had barbecue WHICH SUCKED. after the freaking barbecue i lao sai sia. sibei uncomfortable.
they were playing twister and stuff. and due to my stomach pain i couldn't play. hahas!
so i djmax-ed. xD
at night we gambled and stuff. We played the all time fav russian poker. LOLS
i won like 7 rounds and earned about 8-10 dollars. hahas. sorry guys. i win too much.

2ND DAY

Early morning 8 o clock stanley woke up and went to walk...
LOLS. nahs i'm just kidding. i was sleeping. but yet i woke up the first. :D
so i monster hunt-ed till the others woke up.
Once they woke up we chiong down to wild wild wet there buy tickets.
sibei heng we go early. or else confirm wait damn long for the tickets.
so we went to eat. settled down at some cheap place :D kopitiam! or wadevea it was called.
then we went to change & went in.
we played the stupid rides over & over again. slacked in the stupid slacking pool till damn sian.
ate.
then came back to the wave pool and TAN.
i swear i loved the tanning. but sadly i tio sunburnt -.-
wen to the foam pool later. stupid foam.
when i was standing in the foam some asshole stuck his hands up my pants.
so i kicked the person a few times and ran off.
too my amazement it was a small boy. xD
& there was this pair of ang mor. dunno wad the hell they were doing.
and a bunch a malay dudes sliding around. slide tackled one of them. LOLS.
at night they went night cycling.
me shiyong and guan hui too tired. then lazy go cycling so slacked in th chalet.
and thanks to the darn valerie.
she happily fell asleep inside the chalet leaving me guan hui and shiyong stuck outside the chalet.
damn.
luckily we got the key from the counter and opened it up. no need to rot outside. LOLS.
slept till next morning while the rest went for night cycling. xD

3RD & LAST DAY.
Oh my, times flies and th last day arrives so soon.
everyone at 10+ was still sleeping.
an song and guan hui were the last one to wake up.
we packed our bags and stuff then went for breakfast.
the stupid girls were damn slow. but who can blame them. girls will be girls. LOLS.
so after breakfast walked to pasir ris mrt then trained home.

ps. on the train i was being a good boy and offered my seat to a pregnant lady. :D so kind hearted of me.
Sec 2 was the best years of my secondary school life. the guys and girls that made all of this possible, i just wanna say thank you from the bottom of my heart. going to school everyday was like going to a new theme park everyday. Everyday posses something new, something so fresh and exciting that i never regretted coming to kranji. Friends are the most important things in life to me, the brotherhood, the friendships and bonds we foster together over the years. thanks guys&girls.

SEC THREE CHALET.

1st day:

couldn't go on the first day. i had soccer training on the 2nd day so i cannot make it :X
so skip!

2nd day:

ok so in the morning had training and stuff. nth much to say.

then headed down the the same place again. the chalet with the 2 floors.

halfway in the chalet saw laogao and the others rollerblading.

sadly for me i'm a newbie at rollerblading

so nevertheless i had to pass it by.

when i went to the chalet cheng en yong ruay and aloy were watching sora aoi. (dunno how spell her name. xD) hopefully u know wad i'm talking about. if not nvm (:

after slacking a while we started to play risk. damn bloody fun.

in the end shun jie won with the help of chan jui. hahas. we should do this again sometime.

slacked till night, where me yong ruay shun jie chan jui and cherri went to arcade and play.

damn bloody fun. we played this machine which we were suppose to throw balls at the damn machine. i kept throwing the balls at yong ruay. LOLS.

at night my class dudes went night cycling.

all ps me song yu and cheng en in the chalet to sleep.

3RD DAY

woke up in the morning then eat then went home.

LOLS. nth much to post. hahas.

Friends are the most wonderful thing in the world. i wouldn't mind dying right now knowing i have my friends all around me. Friendship, is what makes us keep moving forward.

2008-12-06T00:08:00.002+08:00

Hey guy's i'm gonna leave in 5 hrs time.
I'll see you guys one week later yea?
Keep strong.

55010. Is the new number in town.

will you give me & you just one chance my princess?

Kranji,I'm coming home.

2008-12-05T18:08:00.007+08:00

Kranji,i'm coming home.

Ok. Been a few days since i blogged.

Nothing better to do. D:

i'm leaving Singapore tomorrow.

I don't want to leave.

There's too many things to do in Singapore.

1. Standard Charted Marathon.

2.Soccer Trainings
3.Soccer Friendlies.

4.More soccer Trainings.

5.Her.

hahahas.

Guess what, I READ A BOOK.

Think some of you already read it. 'Brisingr'.

3rd Book in the series Eragon.

hahas. amazing isn't it.i'm actually reading

So, About today!

Well, Training in the morning at 8.

My toe is still swollen & inflammed.

But i think i can start playing already. (i'm finally able to kick long balls! Success!)

Damn little people turned up today. But who cares? It's their loss.

After that had a meeting with the prefect ex-co along with Daniel and Joycelyn.

WOOOOHOOOO! planning for the prefect & ssc camp nxt year.

Freaking excited about it. It's still in the planning stages so no details will be released yet. hahas!

Aft that grabbed some chow with Kia yi, Yi han and Daniel.

Was discussing with daniel wad to eat. hahas.

Then went back home...blahblahblah. Watched friends. Trained abit of soccer & now i'm here blogging. hahas.

I'm leaving tmr for Japan -.-

F**ked up place.

Damn bloody cold. Have to wear damn many layers of clothes -.-

Any last minute call ups for souveniers? LOLS.

Don't worry ---> GUYS. <---

i'll get your STUFF for you guys. BROTHERS!

hahas.

Think i'll end here today.

Little princess of mine,

I'm leaving tmr.

At 6.20.

Can't sms you.

Can't call you.

Can't see you.

Life stinks.

you can trust everything i said today.

& i'll see you in a week's time.

give us a chance,

allow me to write a chapter in your life.

all i need is one shot.

is it still possible for me to be with you?

2008-12-04T23:34:00.002+08:00

1. The last person who tagged youe is?
Ok apparently it was roxanne. but i kinda wrote her name for her(was at her hse printing stuff) and she just typed out i hate you. so i dun think it's counted.So the next one is JOVITA.

2. Your relationship with him/her.
Friends! ehhh,unless you wanna know her as my condo-mate or sumthing...

3. Your five impressions on him/her..
GOOD QUESTION.hmmmm.
Smart,Slighty Attractive,Cute? ok damn i'm out of words.OK! Outstanding & Caring. thr u go, five! :D

4. The most memorable thing he/she has done for youe?
EHHH! she tagged my blog?

5. The most memorable thing he/she has said to youe?
'ofc i got go down la.n i got exercise k?' SURPRISING EH.

6. If he/she becomes ur lover,youe will?
hoho. No comments. seriously. Don't mess with my head dude!

7. If he/she becomes ur lover, he/she will need to improve on.
Wad kind of a sick joke is this!

8. If he/she becomes ur enemy, u will…
I've come to terms that everyone will & DOES have an enemy. so bo pain lor.

9. If he/she becomes ur enemy th reason will be?
Maybe she saw sumthing i said about her in this post.

10. Th most desired thing u want to do for him/her is?
Grow taller? xD

11. Your overall impression of him/her is?
hmmmm, Pretty ok. Decent girl. Good in studies and cca. 7.5/10!

12. How do u think people arnd u will feel abt u?
Tilitated.

13. Th aspects u love abt urself is?
Well, i like most of me :D

14. On th contrary,th aspects u hate urself are?
Well.... i'm shorter than alot of ppl now. Tend to be abit shy when socialising with people older than me...

15. Th most ideal u want urself to be is?
I would have to say... Matt Le Blanc from Friends. AKA Joey from friends.

16. Say sth to th person tt care and lyk abt u.
Hey thanks man/woman. It's really nice to know that SOMEONE appreciates you rather den betraying you... cheating on you... Argh you get the point.

17.Pass this quiz to 10 person to know how they feel abt u.
Le Jun
Daniel Chia
Luyi
Guan hui
Roxanne
An Song
Yong Ruay
Aloysius
WenXun
Jeremy

18. Who is no.6 having relationship with?
[Ansong] i THINK we all know the answer.

19. If no.7 and no.10 are together, will tt b a gd thing?
HAHAHAS. Yong ruay and jeremy. That's just wrong.

20. What is no.2 studying abt?
i'm guessing dota. [daniel chia]

21. What was th last time u chat with no.3 abt?
Hmmmm, i'm talking to her now. And she's watching this funny show on channel 46 [luyi]

22. What kind of music band does no.8 likes?
hmmm. jay chou?

23. Does no.1 have any siblings?
I have no idea. Her name just popped into my head.

24. Will youe jio no.3?
O crap. This is just coincidental. No freaking things done behind the scenes. Jeremy if you see this shut ur trap. That goes for the rest of you. xD

25. How abt no.7?
Holy shit dude. [yong ruay]

26. Is no.4 single?
Guan Hui, yea i guess so.

27. What is th surname of no.5?
[Roxanne] lai! :D

28. What is th hobby of no.10?
SLimming down. No i'm just kidding. Watching anime i guess.

.29. Does no.5 and no.9 get along well?
Roxanne and aloysius, dey dunno each other

30. Talk abt sth for no.1
Well, i climbed the big outward bound thingy with her.[ Le jun ]

31. Have u tried developing feelings for no.8?
This is becoming a very Homo talk.

32. What colour does no.4 like?
Guan hui. Black i guess.

33. Are no.1 and no.5 besties?
Roxanne and lejun. Nope.

34. Does no.1 hv any pets?
Le jun. i have no idea.

35. Is no.7 th sexiest in th world?
yong ruay, HELL YEA! :D

36. What is no.10 doing now?
Eating.He's on steriods.

OK ANGELINE! I DID YOUR QUIZ! :D

2008-12-04T18:38:00.000+08:00

Off to the gym. Byebyee :D
PS: I wanna watch Twilight. & eat popcorn.

2008-12-02T11:21:00.005+08:00

So all you said last time was a big fat lie. -.-
How gullible can i get.
Shouldn't even have trusted you in the first place or even forgiven you.
Dumb old stanley.
I got cheated on again. _l_
Fuck all the backstabbers, cheaters in the fucking world.
Wished all of you bastards went to hell and stayed there.
You know why?
I'm guessing that it would make the world a better place.
& to stop breaking fucked up people like me miserable and pathetic hearts.
And to stop screwing our fucking lives.
Shit this.
SHITBAGS. _l_ -.- _l_
I so hate fucking liars.
I had enough.

Dumb Dumb Dumb old me.
ps. My dear sister if you're looking at this. It's not you.

2008-12-01T23:59:00.003+08:00

1.What Kind Of Boyfriend / Girlfriend do you like?
EHHH! she just has to love me & of couse show it and nvr cheats on me (: apparently i'm having a hard time looking for one -.-

2.How do you celebrate your 1st month?
Ii'll bring her to a all you can eat buffet. who am i kidding. i'm broke. A romantic sunset at mount faber or east coast park, or super budget one. A movie. xD

3.Do you felt safe with your Boyfriend / Girlfriend?
I FEEL LIKE A REAL MAN

4.When you saw your stead injured or sick will you be there , even you're busy.
HELL YEA. but she'll probably recover after seeing me. xD jkjk

5.When it is your 12th month & your stead was having another relationship what you do?
i'll use that new ji-jitsu move on her...

6.What if you know your ex is still loving you ? Even he/she is single & you're attached.
wad kind of a sick senario is that!! i mean just imagine if that happens! for does who know my ex lahs...

7.Are you Single , Relationship , Crushing on someone?
HOHO! ALL OF THE ABOVE. who am i kidding.

8.Name out 4 love / sad songs.
Goodbye my lover by james blunt, When you say nothing at all by Ronan Keating, My regret by Banky, Don't wanna try by Frankie J

9.What do you do when you & your stead quarrelled?
Of course say sorry lahs! but we all know what happens 5 mins ltr...

10.Do you wish to know that anybody is crushing on you?
UMMMMM. SURE. but some things are best left unknown. (:

11.What if you're single & some people got a crush on you?Will you accept / reject?
EHHHH! if someone ever liked me that is.

12.When you fall in love with someone how you feel?
Lovesick, miserable, vulnerable. As i don't know if she feels the same way towards me as i do towards her.

13.How many times has your heart been broken by someone/ex/stead?
Many. Apparently my heart is now made of steel...

14.If you & your stead quarrel who will be the one who will say sorry?
It's always abt th guy making th first move... why can't it be the girls turn for once.

15.What if your stead wants to break the relationship what will you do?
Respect her decision.

16.Did your stead give you any presents? You like the most.
well. so far, it's a teddy bear. -.- apparently the only thing my ex gave me was cards and a keychain. but i really did love the cards!

17.When is your last cry for someone you love?
ehhhh... primary one. when my grandpa died. MAN DO NOT CRY OVER GIRLS. they pick themselves up the next day and go CHICK HUNTING. that is a REAL MAN.

18.Did you broke your promise to your stead before? How many times?
uhhhh..... good question.

19.Do you wish to last your relationship long?
HELL YEA BABY. YES YES YES!

20.Did your stead kiss you at public?
If we ever kiss that is.

2008-11-29T22:01:00.011+08:00

Another Chapter of my life has been written.

(In no specific order wadsoever)

1.Jasmine tan
2.jing yi (dance)
3.luyi
4.Jastine
5.Belicia
6.Qin Yu
7.JOCELYN
8.AMANDA
9.Mei Xuan
10.Mei Hui
11.Sheena
12.lyndi
13.melissa
14.Emilia

15.DEBORAH

16.NATALIE
17.Edmund
18.Choonyong
19.Daniel
20.Daphne
21.LYNETTE
22.Fairuz
23.Khair
24.Qamaruz
25.Karina
26.Bernice
27.Laura
28.Isabel (WSSS)
29.VENESSA
30.bao lin
31.Xinyi (The younger xinyi in sec 1)
32.Xinyi (Choir)
33.Sok meng/Jolene/Hui yi
34.Shulian
35.Nicholas
36.Alyssa
37.Dorothy
38.Jeremy
39.Alisa
40.Yu Han
41.YAO MAN aka yao hong
42.Zelia
43.Wei hong
44.Faridah
45.Jingyi (band)
46.Vivien
47.Yi han
48.Shun jie
49.Weiling
50.Brandon
51.Caleb

Ok so i have been bloggin consistently :l these are the peope who wished me happy birthday (: thanks guys i really appreciated it. I was telling jocelyn that so many people actually remembered my birthday. compared to the 7 last year. xD

i've made it a point to write down most of my friends birthdays. it's our last year next year, so i wanna do as much as i can till the day i graduate it. LOLS.

I wanna say to a big thank you to the people whose names who are in bold on top.

Firstly, O dear sweet sweet jocelyn. :D You were the very first one to wish me happy birthday on the day itself. LOLS. u even put ur nick as happy birthday stanley. seriously, i was like wtf? when i first saw it.No one actually did that for me before... as far as my memory serves... LOLS.u did one of the sweetest things anyone did for me, totally speechless at what u did. In addition, u even got ur netball team to say happy birthday to me! that was one hell of a surprise. hahas! :D tt was like total sweetness lahs. U ROCK JOCELYN! :D :D :D i so treasure a friend like you. XD

Secondly, AMANDA!!! POOPOO GIRL! Now this is a funny one. She kinda got stalked by this old jikobei on the lrt on her way to school. & i've got to say, was that old man in his right frame of mind? LOLS. or maybe the old man pajiao. xD i kept teasing amanda about it. guess what, she made me imagine about an old ah ma with lipstick, mini skirt, an low cut shirt that kept following me on the lrt. DAMN DISGUSTING. but the most touching thing was, even though she was tired from training, she had been stalked by this oldman, she stayed up till 11.59 and wished me happy birthday. when she msged me i was lik 'isn't she sleeping?' i was damn touched man. seriously amanda. Thanks a whole bunch. Let's have a wonderful sec 4 life next year! :D :D :D amanda the poopoo girl rocks. :P

Thirdly,Emilia, Deborah, Natalie. Now these 3 girls are just the cutest things. I was walking to lot one with the netball girls till i realised i left my shampoo in school. so i rushed back. when i reached school, i recieved a phone call for emilia. Of course my first thought went 'i guess she needs a favour'. so i picked it up. SURPRISINGLY. they were right behind me. so i was wondering what could those 3 girls want. '1, 2, 3!' said emilia. & they did something damn touching. they sang a birthday song for me! OMGGGG. i was freaking shocked. i wanted to cry. but i couldn't LOLS. Seriously. i was damn touched but wad they did. I felt so blessed to have friends like them.they purposely pon their eldds camp to sing this for me. Emilia, strive hard for next year! and remember wad i told u. xD deborah, dear class chairperson, i'll be seeing u next year. xD Natalie, u're only sec 3 nxt year and u have a long way to go. jiayous! :D

Fourthly, venessa! :D LOLS. She kept saying happy birthday to me. like 3-6 times throughout the day? LOLS. Total cuteness. xD omg i sound gay -.- OK MANLY TONE. So it was pretty cool of her. wishing me happy birthday 3-6 times. can't remember actually. but i appreciated it alot (: thanks venessa! you're the best! :D

FIFTH,Lynette! oh man... wad can i say abt this. she's studying in australia and she made an overseas call all the way from there just to wish me happy birthday. oh geez.... u shouldn't have! xD man you're one heck of a friend.

LAST BUT NOT THE LEAST. IT IS..... SHERWIN & YONGRUAY. :D

Omg they're like the sweetest things. I totally love them. Not gay or anything but u get the idea. this was really the sweetest thing anyone had ever done for me. around 4 plus yong ruay ask me go out to my hse there the back gate. so i went. then i saw his stupid face waiting for me. i walk to him sherwin jumped out behind the pillar and guess what she has in her hand. A CAKE! a freaking cake with shaped in a soccer ball. When i saw it i so wanted to cry man. seriously. but i am MAN. so i held back my tears. D: i'll upload the pic some other time for u guys to see. I was damn touched by them.SHERWIN!!! YOU'RE THE SWEETEST GIRL ANYONE COULD EVER KNOW! :D after that had my dinner at home then sherwin and yongruay followed me to go watch a movie. But since sherwin had watched madagascar 2. we watch the stupid beverly hills dog show. As sherwin seemed pretty enthu about it. During the whole movie she laugh until damn loud sia. i feel asleep halfway. xD me and yong ruay was discussing how crappy it was after the movie. then it was home sweet home! hahas. seriously i don't know wad to say to them lahs. after all they had done for me today the cake and stuff. i just wanted to both of them a big hug. but only ended up shaking hands. xD Thanks sherwin for everything u've done for me today. all the times that you've been with me. lending me that ear of yours. xD you're one of the sweetest most caring girl i've ever know. Yongruay, wad to say man. Brothers for life. I've entrusted u with all my secrets. xD including the recent one. LOLS. Stay strong man. BROTHER!

Ps: 1. Daniel boss man was the last one to wish me happy bdae on tt day. LOLS.

2.You guys just have to check out this blog. leave a tag while you're at her blog ok! :D http://www.11-11times.blogspot.com/ Guess who's that! that's EEEEE-REEEE-NAHHHH's AKA. irina (: my (loved loved loved loved loved)x1000000000 times batu! ;D see and you'll know why. iloveher. xD you guys HAVE TO CHECK OUT HER BLOG. xD

2008-11-25T11:46:00.006+08:00

Yes stanley life is a mean mean place.

I've been thinking recently.

Maybe just concentrating on one thing at a time is better.

Too many things is not good.

Apparently i can't cope with that.

So & So is back.

Seems to me that so&so and me is abit further apart?

O well, like i said.

Life is a mean mean mean place.

SAF trials are coming up. Wonder if i should go or not.

My birthday is coming up too. Not much of a big deal so i don't really care about that.

Pfft, the only thing now i'm concerned abt is so&so.

o well.

SSC IS LOVED.

boredom can kill.

& i like to watch FRIENDS. it's an actual show. don't sound so shocked.

its like wad yongruay said. Failure is a stepping stone to success. Apparently i've been stepped on, chewed up, spitted out and chewed up spitted out again, stepped on and the process merely repeats itself. i've learnt something over this. I mean, what's on the outside nvr seems to be wad is inside. For example, one moment she/he can be saying 'you're my best friend ever!' you turn around and he/she says 'wad a dickhead/asshole/fag/bitch....' the only people i can trust now is my bro's man, i know for sure they'll nvr lie to anyone. probably not i guess.

i've just been traumatised D: how nice.

but putting all this aside.

she's a nice girl & i think she deserves more than just a simpleton like me.

guess i'm not all that good after all.

i stink. and birthdays suck.

2008-11-20T10:28:00.004+08:00

Heys,

its been ages since i last posted something.

Stuff has been happening lately. Crappy ones in fact. D:

The worst thing tt happened so far is my F**king injured toe.

stupid luoyang sec.

Thanks to them i couldn't go for the ssc night cycling.

Man, i seriously could have cried you know.

Gonna see doreen rebecca and the others for the last time

It's saddening to see your seniors go like that man.

Through the time we spend together,

The pain and happiness that we've been through together.

All that they have thought us & stuff,

it really makes us appreciate all the things that ever happened to us.

Our friends and family, The people whom we treasure so much.

I'm gonna miss you guys man.

Life will never be the same in kranji when you guys are not around.

I really treasured all that you guys have imparted to us, the memories you have given ask throughout my years in kranji.

And most importantly, Being Our Seniors.

Thanks Guys. My heart goes out to all of you, & i wish you all the very best in the future.

The SSC is LOVED million million million million million times more than anything.

Wonder what will happen when it's our turn?

Another matter at hand....

XXXX is away....

Though i haven seen her face for a few days...

it seems like eternity.

i miss XXXX.

o well.

life sucks.

2008-11-17T20:01:00.003+08:00

Replies of tags to those tt dont have tagboards:

Dudes. _l_

Haokeet : hihi im a black gay person, please proceed to whack me

I have a gut feeling inside of me that this is wenxun

Chicks <3

SPECIAL REPLY.
To ';D' : walao! so many of the same comment! D: and tiget time ur head!

Isabel HELLO PANDA ((: : haha! whose that bad backstabbers? (: who is that evil man? haha! how can like treat hello kitty like that? haha! / OMG! hehhehs! thank you thank you! (: you link me already! HEHE! and whats with the "west spring"? HAHA! so funny! xD

nahs, it's just some girl in my school lahs dunno wad's her problem. hahhas! of course i linked you already! yi yan ji chu, si ma nan zui! muahhahas. one of the new words i learnt.hahahs! remember this saturday hor! i'll meet you at the open hse. :D remember to bring ur AUSTRALIAN friend hor! *raises eyebrows* JUST KIDDING!

2008-11-13T23:30:00.003+08:00

What you are about to see is a post forced onto me by my dear friend loau lu yi. I feel so ashamed of my manliness right now.

The following post is done by pure professionals. Kids, please do not try this at home.

Omg. The bio retest is killing me.I've been studying like crazy over these few days so i hope i do get more than a pass ;DToday stayed back in school for soccer open house thing and after that to revise my bio.Guess what? I ate 3 bowls of instant noodles. How pig can i be? ;DD But I'm a cutie pie!Yaye. There's going to be chalet in Dec. Soooooo looking forward to it because i can play candles and act gay XD Hope we can go to Escape theme park cos haven't been there for ages!I really love the pirate ship cos i can scream my lungs out and act gay again. Whee! XDWhoo. pirate ship is gonna be scary. But it still rocks! *Twists*Holidays are superrrr boring. The only fun thing is soccer training ;DI want to improve in soccer so i can kick the ball straight into my own goal. XDByebye. Off to revise bio again. I'm such a goodboy! Yipee.I love my mummy.

2008-11-09T16:11:00.001+08:00

Hi luyi seems i did post something abt you.

HAHAHAS.

don't kill me! D:

2008-11-08T20:34:00.003+08:00

Heyhey,
its been long since i last posted something so i shall post something now. hahas!

went to daniel's house for a sleepover last week. :X

daniel damn pro sia, parents go overseas only left him and he and his brother.

got the whole house to themselves.

so envious of them.

So started of go daniel's house at around 9+.

First watched JACKASS with jia shun and aloy. damn funny movie. HIGHLY RECOMMENDED.

If you are able to get your hands on the film in the first place.
Laughed abit, crapped abit more.

Started studying with guan hui in the study room.

Studied abit, then ended up playing psp. xD

Jiashun they all were playing yugioh till he & weihong had to leave. D:

JIASHUN NOOOOO! xD

After that studied abit more than went for supper with the guys.

Arnd 12am bahs. almost all the shop close. but still manage to get some chow. LOLS.

went back at 1am++ then continued studying.
And guan hui that pig -.-

Say want to study, in the end first one to sleep last one to wake up. xD

take up the whole mattress also.

than i no space slept on the floor. LOLS

woke up at 7+ followed by aloy than studied till the rest wake up.

super pig sia them. LOLS.

Went for brunch & homesweethome :D

Tuition in the evening and bbq with some of my father's friends. damn sian.

i think i'm getting too fat.

D:

i gotta go run already. INTENSIVE.

Regent secondary match coming up tomorrow.
barely won them last year. 1-0 i think.
this time it's my turn.
wish me luck guys.
we're gonna need it.

2008-11-06T21:16:00.003+08:00

Hey guys. Nothing much today. Just wanted to post on some stuff. Ok, let's start from the bottom. Look, i'm an honest guy, i don't like to beat around the bush. So lets just get straight to the point. I'm not deaf nor am i blind. You don't like me yea i can see that. But geez, you claim to hate backstabbers but you yourself backstab people? I mean woah, i can definitely say that there are more people who hates you, more than they hate me. Seriously, if you have anything that you don't like about me, say it to my face. Don't go around saying shit about me. I don't do that to you. So why do you do these kinda things? Ironic isn't it. I'm ok with you, you don't like me. It's not like i offended you or anything.

Man there are just so many backstabbers nowadays. Pissing me off. Yea people out there may not like me as much as i hope they would. But that is something i've come to terms with, a long time ago. Well, lets just say that though i really don't like you alot, i still treasure every single friend yea? seriously. If you don't like the things that i do, then tell it to me. i mean i accept criticism? As long as it is constructive ones. Shall we be friends?

2008-11-05T21:01:00.004+08:00

Hey guys, guess what today's the first time me and shaiful returned to training today during the holidays. It feels good to be back. Started of training with a couple of passes a couple of shots then tactics then finally a 2 sided game. LOLS. Scored a nice goal today. A sweet 15-20m curler from just outside the penalty box. TOP CORNER. hahas. its abit insignificant though to those people who don't enjoy soccer.

West Zone Finals,Nationals 2nd round.Its a do or die, but i don't intend on dying yet guys.

went to bathe in the canteen. slacked awhile with teammates. AND mr cheng was preaching to me about the important things in life. Surprisingly he knew what was going on in the school :X
damn it! life stinks. needa keep a more... 'low profile' in school from now on. Saw jastine and junhua studying in the canteen. A maths and bio i guess. One way or another, seeing them study so hard makes me wonder what a guy like me is doing with my life?

Guess sometimes you really feel useless and all. The feeling of dejection and useless-ness. Nothing new to me anymore yea?

Went back home alone,and apparently went i was walking back home i saw 'her'. shall not elaborate further. Psp-ed through the train journey, reached home psp again. Did a quick workout at the gym. And studied! Amazing yea? hahahs, bio retest coming up soon. Don't wanna disappoint ms wong and my brother GUAN HUI. (must feel honoured that your name is here. xD just kidding!)

I'm having my geog trip tomorrow which really sucks. Me and kheng going with the stupid 3f people... irritating. I'm off to study now wish me luck (:

I miss soccer.

I miss hanging out with friends.

But most of all,

i miss seeing your face again.

This pain will end someday.

我好想你,你呢？

我什么时候可以再次见到你?

2008-11-03T18:24:00.004+08:00

Hey guys, been missing out ALOT on blogging for the past week.
been busy and stuff.
ok fine not busy i've been LAZY. lazy like anything to blog. xD

OK! to start things off! last week on SUNDAY!

1.LAST SUNDAY

Ok for those guys who i'm pretty close too, u would know i'm not a christian. maybe abit 'religion-ist' or something like that.
So guess what, i went to church.
xD
i went to jeremy's church somewhere at geylang there eva-someshit baptise church.
or at least i think that's how you spell :X
NO OFFENCE MAN BROTHER!
i don't know how he convinced us to go to his church, i think it was because he said there was did girl in there.
Instinctively all of us went :D
so, early in the morning me, daniel, jiashun, an song, yong ruay, uziel met at lot one, mrt all the way down to aljuniet or howeva u spell it lahs. LOLS! apparently we were early. so we went to the CHEAPEST place. some 2 dollar meal place to grab a bite.
(man i love these places)
then jeremy came, followed him walking around some place. Guess what, in broad daylight there were hookers. at least that's what i heard. man dunno wad's their prob. early morning sell their body. who wants to do it early in the morning man! sure u gotta satisfy urself but geeez! in the morning?!?!
hahahas, back to the topic. jeremy's church wasn't a building by ITSELF. just some crap office like room IN a building.
NO OFFENCE BRO. well u could all guess what i was there for -.- OBVIOUSLY.
(jeremy if u know the answer, shut up _l_) xD
the girls looked like crap, the songs were so-so. had abit of fun forcing myself to sing along.
and the preaching was pure shit. it's worst then watching political debates or those oldies chinese dramas! i was like sms-ing... an song just staring into mid air.... daniel and jiashun dunno doing wad behind while this philipino dude just kept talking something some father crap. How do they actually last through all this!
if i had to go through with all of this every single sunday of my life, i'm becoming a monk man.
uziel was commenting that the whole size of jeremy's church was the size of his church basement toilet. xD
i WOULD have stayed for the free lunch. if not for the others who decided to scram while there was still a chance before they started preaching to us to allow this half naked guy into our hearts. xD No offfence man seriously. all just for the name of LOVE.
after that i think we went to town to shop or something. xD so yea end of church visit.

P.S : anyone whose in a church with above average looking girls please contact jiashun/me/ansong/daniel. LOLS just kidding! XD

NEXT EVENT!!!

2. ELDDS SHOWCASE

This was just a classic man. i loved the whole process of this whole damn thing.
Star of the whole show : KOH AN SONG.
hahahas! lets start if off with how ansong went to get his clothes. LOLS!
one fine day we were at bugis. contemplating to get topman jeans or spades pants.
HENG we decided to go for spades. 60 only compared to the fucking topman scammer.
xD well... then no more le lahs. didn't accompany them to go get an song's tie and shirt and stuff.
but i DID follow them to buy his kappa shoes. damn joke sia, an song yong ruay aloy all get kappa shoes. damn funny sia well, at least i found it funny. LOLS.

ok i damn tired now lazy to blog le. LOLS. will update and detail this post tomorrow (:

Next post : ELDDS SHOWCASE (ITSELF) BRANDON'S PARTY.

You'll never know how much you mean to me.

How much I think of you everyday.

everytime i see your face,

i can't help but daze.

its been so long since i've talked to you alone,

or even spend time with you.

no matter how hard i try,

you're always playing hard to get.

I want us to be close,

as close as we can get.

Lets just spend time together you and me,

if you're willing too,

cause guess what baby,

i'm so in love with you.

2008-10-30T19:23:00.005+08:00

REPLIES TO TAGGERS:

cal3b: yeah im noe im ur BIg boss but u dont have to express the BIG ... LOLS

cal3b: lols i love ur happy post...

sorry lahs brother! big as in muscular!! :D next time i post one sexy post for u. :D

♥Jasmine!: Hellooooooo, it's ME again. Ha! Stay happy la, Mus smile more, b friendly(:

♥Jasmine!: Tkcare la, get well soon!(: Hha

♥Jasmine!:D: Hello!(: Update leh, hha!;D

hahahs! yes yes its you again jasmine! xD no worries! staying happying i most pro one! and i quite friendly already le wad... LOLS! don't worry lahs jasmine, i'll all better now thanks to you! xD and lastly.... i update already! hahas! see i nvr lie to you!

Jeremy: Slackerr, Sleep in canteen while rest of ssc playing dunno what table tennis or something lol

Jeremy: Ooooh, Sick =D, lovesick over that ONE GIRL? =D ... Watching anime? Inukami better ((: Get well soon Bro!

Jeremy: Lol, stomach flu? -.-" More like fever

Eh come one lahs! people at night study so long of course tired one u know! xD wad! not wrong to be love sick over ONE girl right! u do it all the time man. hahas! i have decided to adopt the ways of being pure man. i promised her that. :D thanks for the well wishes man. stomach causes fever. -.-

-`BERENICEEE;>: yoz! thanks to me! i teach you! hahax and go jp blog. i tag sth at there for you one.

-`BERENICEEE;>: your links very cute siol! 3 nia! hahax

hahahs! okok i go see (: this is called unique hor! is i lazy link people only! xD

ISABEL(:: woahh.. hehe. (: saw you personal message. thats why, i'm here! (: and you're sick? rareeee.... hehes. and, MAN! drink more water and eat your medicine okayy! takecares, yeahhs! get well soon! ((:

HELLO PANDA! OMGGG u came to my blog to tag?!?! i feel so honoured. remember to link me! xD don't worry about it! i'm stan the MAN and i'm all fit and healthy already. no cause for alarm! :D i drink too much water already, keep going to toilet. hhhahahas! no dirty thoughts now. LOLS! this reminds me of the stupid IQ test u asked me to try. xD

Lin: your post very short leh

Lin: Remember to drink more and take care,may you get well soon^_^

EH!! this is....

edmund: stanely u are tagged ..

wah brother u like that one lor. i same class as you one year u spell my name wrongly. D':

yihan: heyhey!!! get well soon k? hahas.. tagged..

yihan: update!!!!! hahas..

LTF!!! :D :D :D DUN WORRY! i'm all better now! :D dun be too sad over today's lost lahsss. still got one more year, or alot less to train. :X i can't believe u dunno how to light matches.

viiienn(:: hahas! stanley! rmb to link mi up horhs;D lols! passerby! ppl sick ur problem mehs.

viiienn(:: lazy pig sia u!!!! ;D

NO PROBLEM XIAO MEI MEI! i will link u up one lahs. u also hors! no empty promises. xD wad me lazy pig! is you lor! oink oink. LOLS!

TAGS REPLIED AND KEEP THE TAGS COMING

2008-10-21T13:51:00.005+08:00

HEY HEY!
ok, i'm slacking at home now.
nth much to do cause i've a fucking fever.
damn sian.
spend whole morning watching anime... GURREN LAGAN!
WOOOHOOOO! love that anime.
ok after that nth much. slacking at home now psp-ing -.-

I would give anything to NOT be sick.
hais. life stinks.

Girl you don't know how much i think of you.

2008-10-19T21:32:00.010+08:00

HEY HEY HEY!

ok pretty boring day nothing much.
Went out with parents in the evening and did nothing but see them buy things.

Note To Self : Never go out with them again unless they buy your things. that's wad we call cheap :D :D :D

At night nothing much either.
Carried out my own 'TAF' programme.
I'm starting to get so fat than big mama called me MaMa.
Running a few rounds and work out... end life ended.
Phew. hahahs!
Thus the end of the day. Life stinks

SPECIAL EVENT

Some friend of mine said my last post was very emo

So i decided to have a HAPPY post this time.

***

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY

高兴高兴高兴高兴高兴高兴高兴高兴高兴

My dear sister, is this post happy enough? :D

hahhas! i miss you lots. :D

2008-10-19T20:48:00.005+08:00

REPLIES TO TAGGERS:

Mabel: "HEYYYS!! THANKS LOADS!! ^^ heh! "

hahahahas no problem! did u have a fun birthday? LOLS! get alot of presents? xD

Jeremy: yo brother! Tag =D

Jeremy:Lol, royce, u were waiting for this to reopen? O.o

Waddup big man! LOLS! thanks for tag anyways. HE WAS?!?!

Royce: FINALLY.

Damn royce... no need emphasise on the finally right... been busy with stuff then now after exams then got time reopen mahs. hahahas.

cal3b: eh brother... tag u liao tag me 2

Dua pei gong, don't worry, i brother confirm tag you one. xD

♥Jasmine!: Hello, tag!(: Ha.

Hey jasmine! hahahs! little horny girl. xD ty for tagging. LOLS!

-`BERENICEEE;>: link me up,

-`BERENICEEE;>: aiisehhx sweet siol i love[ what you like ] hahahax. wll relink you soon.

SIOL LAHS! where got sweet siol! ok lahs maybe abit corny lahs. hahahas! it came with the blogskin. but i thought it was quite meaningful + i lazy to change mahs. hahas! i linked you le (:

GH: stan! ps me cus of tuition hais so dissapointed in u....

ALAMAK! my heart burns in the name of BROTHERHOOD when i told u that.... cause my tuition got quite a number of ^^ you know you know... so bo pian must go. xD later they sad. hahahs!

YongRuay: Yo stanley!

WAZZUP MY LITTLE BRO! hahahs!

Tags replied (:

2008-10-18T11:28:00.005+08:00

If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?

Even a glancing look at your smile brightens up my day.

If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?

If i could hold your hands forever,I would.

If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call

I'm staring into the phone waiting to see your name.

If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all

You give me the drive i need to live.

I'll never know what the future brings

I never expected much, but just for your love and trust.

But I know you're here with me now

Give me one chance to win you back,

We’ll make it through

and i'll promise the never ending love

And I hope you are the one I share my life with

If you are willing to.

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand

I run away from reality thinking that it would solve all problems naturally.

If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?

I cling on to th faint glimmering hope,hoping that you still love me.

Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

Is there?

If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?

You don't know how much i miss you.

If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?

Its the sweetest melody in the world

If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?

I feared this.

If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I'm still praying for this dream

I don’t know why you’re so far away

i didn't treasure you enough.

But I know that this much is true

Is that i love you.

We’ll make it through

I wanna hold your hand and walk with you down this path

And I hope you are the one I share my life with

Day after Day never apart.

And I wish that you could be the one I die with

Till the very last breath

And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with

I would do anything for this to come true.

I hope I love you all my life

There's no need to hope, i already do.

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand

I'm too dumb and useless.

If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am

I've always listened to my heart.This time is no difference.

Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

for eternity.

‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away

Only if you could read my mind and know how much i miss you.

And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today

You're seeded deep in my heart, and each day tt passes, is another day without you.

‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right

There's no wrong or right.

And though I can’t be with you tonight

Or every other night that i have loved you,

You know my heart is by your side

My heart has been captured by you for as long as i can remember.

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand

Please let me know you still love me

If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am

Cause i never stopped loving you.

Is there any way that I could stay in your arms

Only you have the answer to this question.

I love you and that's that.

Acting emo is kinda cool.

2008-10-18T09:07:00.004+08:00

This is the First Official Post.

Hey,i'm back.

After all the hectic examinations, and irritation from a couple of friends to reopen my blog. i decided to reopen it.

Its still early,
and i'm tired.
Time to catch some z's.

Revived

2008-10-18T09:05:00.000+08:00

Hey, i'm back.